Dreading sending out
Sunday, July 27th, 2008It’s that time of year again: school is looming on the horizon, temperatures are rising, and it’s raining every day. All of this means that it’s time for me to commit myself to sending out my poetry to journals. One of the biggest issues with sending out poems is that I never feel like they are ready to go. Stay home little poem, you’re not ready for the real world yet! But in the name of practicality, they’ll never be ready. Ever. Art is so fluid that it always evolves, and the best we can do is to capture it at some stage of it’s progression. Think of it like a photograph of a basketball player about to shoot the ball. The ball is frozen in his (or her) hands eternally, and for anyone who didn’t see the entire game, the photograph is their connection to the game–the game doesn’t exist outside of the photograph. For anyone who did see the game, they know that the ball left his (her) hands for the rim and may have gone in–the photo was just a moment of the game.
It’s not really something we think about as artists, I don’t believe, that our works will never be perfected or completed. But it reminds me of a conversation I had with Li-Young Lee when he was in Columbia for Asian Arts Week. I had written poems in response to a few poems from his first book, Rose, and I made a point of letting him know the titles of some of the poems I used. “How did they go again?” he responded, and I recited the bits that I could remember. He got this big grin on his face and started to chuckle, and before I could ask what happened, he says “That poem has changed since then, most of them have.” Even though the book was widely published and adored, even perfected (according to some), they had to change because he had changed, and because time had passed.